I'm in my midnights era

After a pregnancy loss, I look to the universe (and Taylor Swift) for answers

Usually I find the answers to certain questions in my dreams, but recently they seem to be failing me. Lately, I only dream about things like T asking me not to eat grapes while I talk to him for fear I’ll choke. That’s the dream of someone with a toddler, cutting fruit in half every day.

P wakes me up from these unproductive dreams crying out for me. I …